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  BYF   majority bg stan. very big nugudom supporter & listener. ricky is my fave person + hyperfixation so i talk about him a lot along w/hao & zb1. pottymouth. highly sensitive. delulu. i make a lot of typos and sometimes correct them. my social anxiety & depression is vv bad so be patient when interacting. randomly goes ia (sometimes because of work) unless mental health. never shuts up about my faves. selective with fb. gatekeeps biases & ults (usually ricky). can get aggressive towards my ults. kys/kms jokes (lmk if uncomfy). silent in gc’s w/ppl idk. sometimes nsfw. stutters (mainly when nervous). PLS USE TONE TAGS, ESP. IF WE AREN’T CLOSE!! i don’t condone any problematic behaviors of my ults and groups i stan. blocks randomly so don’t get mad if it happens to you. makes piss & shit jokes. makes delulu posts. if i say and/or do anything wrong then pls educate me!! spams a lot. i either reply constantly or not at all, there’s no in between. sb to unfollow. i tend to bully those i’m close with. jay chang and brian (bp) anti. i sometimes use caps and keyboard smash. sometimes uses kaomoji’s. tends to rant about my life. i stay away from groups with minors in them (if the oldest member is literally my age or older or the group has 3 or more members that are older, then it’s an exception). lucas anti. k-soul anti. ot5 fearnot. ot12 deobi (even though i also support hwall’s solo career). ot8 bandi (uncomfy with the minors in the group + k.soul hater). ot4 reveluv, but ot5 is fine ig. ot3 my. my ults and hyperfixations tend to change every now and then. switches names from time to time. may block if you unfollow. read more!


  DNI   basic dni. -16/25+ misuse aave. white. (unless i follow first) we don’t have much in common. won’t interact. follow to unfollow (whether intentional or not, it messes w/me a lot so just don’t interact). only want fb. wont fb even if agree to be moots. u wont sb to unfollow (serious) age not listed (saying "minor" or "legal" does not count + ok if i follow first). won’t respect neopronouns & xenogenders. use slurs you can’t re-claim. stan of skz, bts, blackpink, kim woojin, lucas, garam, jessi, youngbin (blank2y), k.soul, shin jimin/kwon mina, chaeyoung (twice), ravn, suju, jae, amber, hwasa, jay chang, brian (bp), weirdo hag jay park, etc. troll. ur an irl. toxic engene/teume/carat/bunny. bg stan hater. uncomfy w/my age. mock my hyperfixations. talk shit about my ults and/or groups. you don’t like me & my friends. not my moot/oomf. weirdo. fetishizes anyone poc. pedo/map. terf. way too pushy (or you just expect me to answer you every single minute; please chill out) excuse your bias(es) behavior. talk over or don’t give a shit for black stans. supports any kind of discrimination + jokes about actual world issues. zionist. fancy fonts. rcta. ecta. you think i’m rude, annoying or immature. no pronouns listed. no carrd or basic info for me to read toxic gg/bg stan. (ur just rude af and it’s literally just music GET A GRIP I WILL LITERALLY SHAKE YOU LIKE AN 8-BALL.) ”edgy” gg stans (MISANDRY DOESN’T EQUAL FEMINISM and ur not special just bc you stan 100+ gg’s WE DONT CARE!!) invalidate bg lesbians/sapphics. mcyt stan. company stans. shipper. hardcore viewer & streamer stans. army. blink. stay. you put ur faves and k-pop first before ur morals. think/believe you love ricky more than me. we have the same ults and biases (uncomfy w/sharing my ults n biases w/other ppl + i feel like i love my faves more than most ppl (if ur that mad or you disagree then stay away & keep it pushing)). can’t respect others opinions. you make fun of nugu groups just for existing. disrespectful of other religions. ot8 kepl1ans/kepl1ans that hate bahiyyih. akgae. solo keeho stans (ur not funny stfu). solo seowon stans (ur not that special). ot5 p1eces or less. ot5 neverlands or less. ot11 orbits or less. ot8 sumits or less. non ot9 zeroses/kepl1ans. non ot10 e.nin. non ot10 roady. lumi supporters. drags others to defend your faves. takes k-pop too seriously. makes fun of ai/virtual groups + ai/virtual group anti. plagarizes my work or my friend’s work. doesn’t know the difference between plagiarism, inspiration, and adaptations. your bias is a minor; esp. if the group has minors in it. bahiyyih, wonyoung, hyewon, dayeon, chaeyeon and chaeryeong anti heavily engaged in fanwars. one of my opps. think only ur opinions matter. crosses boundaries. you make npc jokes or call regular ppl npc’s (it’s annoying idc.. bitchless behavior). current moots are ok. read more!


  NOTE   if u follow me and i fit ur dni im assuming that im ok, so dont get mad if u find out i fit ur dni. i hold my favs accountable. may talk shit abt artists i hate. i may also drag ur fandom if ur fandom is the one in the wrong even if im part of ur fandom. DO NOT call me girl unless we’re close. sometimes repeats myself whenever i speak. i connect easier with boy groups (bonus points for being in nugudom) so if you rlly wanna interact and you’re the opposite please be patient, especially if you’re a majority gg stan.

ULTS !!
ZB1 ricky, hao, 82MAJOR yechan, ENHA jay DKZ kyoungyoon EPEX baekseung, ayden 8TURN jaeyun BAE173 dohyon, hangyul, bit, ATEEZ seonghwa, XIKERS jinsik THE WIND thanatorn SVT vernon, joshua, woozi TNX kyungjun
CASUALS
BDC junghwan ONLYONEOF mill UP10TION hwanhee, bit-to X1 seungyoun, dohyon, hangyul iKON jay PIXY satbyeol OMEGA X yechan TEMPEST lew YOUNITE eunho KINGDOM chiwoo, hwon CIIPHER hyunbin WANNA ONE seongwoo I.O.I somi 1TEAM rubin, jehyun IVE wonyoung (G)-IDLE yuqi CRAVITY serim TOPP DOGG/XENO-T b.joo B.A.P zelo TWICE jeongyeon FIFTY FIFTY aran TREASURE yoshi DIA somyi BLACKSWAN fatou, sriya X:IN aria AESPA ningning KISS OF LIFE natty LAPILLUS chanty TFN kio SHAX eunjo, lee hyun, dojin SPARKLING seyoung TRAINEE A yorch D-CRUNCH dylan 1THE9 yechan ZE:A dongjun XEED jaemin, bao WEI donghan, junseo VERIVERY gyehyeon VANNER taehwan, gon
STANS / SEMIS
LUMINOUS steven TO1 jeyou TIOT minseoung EVNNE keita ONE PACT TAG AMPERS&ONE kamden, mackiah DREAMCATCHER dami WJSN cheng xiao, exy LOONA heejin MCND win PENTAGON wooseok NMIXX lily P1H soul SUPERKIND seung, saejin LE SSERAFIM sakura SF9 taeyang, hwiyoung, chani SHINEE jonghyun, key CIX bx XH junhan ONF wyatt GWSN miya IZ*ONE chaeyeon, hitomi EVERGLOW aisha, KEP1ER bahi TBZ sangyeon TVXQ changmin, yunho 2PM junho ITZY ryujin, yeji RIIZE anton, shotaro NCT chenle, yuta, yangyang VICTON hanse, sejun EXO d.o. N.FLYING hun EXID hani, l.e. VAV lou XODIAC zayyan, wain NINE.I joohyoung INFINITE dongwoo GOT7 jinyoung, jaebum NU’EST ren W24 aaron MIRAE siyoung VIXX ken
JPN, FILO, ETC.
ATARASHII GAKKO kanon suzuka SB19 stell ALAMAT mo &TEAM yuma JO1 takumi BUGVEL mahiro BOYSTORY xinlong, hanyu

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